i realise tad my life is cheap and slutty.fine be it la.i am anyway a really slutty bitch and whore.and plus i am really REALLY insignificant.it's all my fault.
i am so cheap tad i dun deserve her anyway.guess maybe some people would be happy.sigh. know SO SO SO much things.i've been a fool.due to my ignorance den i finally i'm in the wrong.biggest BITCH and the heartless one!sad case: dere isnt any turning back?!

i cant cry anymore.i cant focus bout my life anymore.i need to feel more pain to make me feel alive again.i cant think bout anything. i want to live in self denial.self denial is all i can seek refuge to.self denial is the one tad i can run
into.maybe self denial is the only methods to ease my pain.i nevered love someone so much in my entire life.i dun feel any emotions anymore.like a living corpse.hmm.i'm acting retarded at the same time.maybe some self denial will do me some goodfer the time being.

//the dreams i had has been crashed away.just like a paper tad has been trash down in the bin.my heart has been hurting alot.i had it away not to show but deep within me the heart made out of paper tore.//

running into self denial is my only refuge at the moment.sigh.this broken heart will never find its home anymore.

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+love has let me down //the paper heart was t.r.a.s.h.e.d+

i totally lost the ability to cry though my heart hurt like mad. the cuts on my hand can bleed and all i can do is look and laugh. maybe tad is the starting on the journey to be numb. love has let me down and maybe once is enough. i cant cry. forcing myel to cry. was acting stupid today. Why? cos ... ... i just wanna and run away.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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