[playlist: at the begining]

.:jeolousy keep catching up:.

anyway, i shall leave tad to myself. not gonna explain the upper pharse.. yupp.. never update fer a week.. been pms'ing' and moodswinging at people .. and really opps.. i dun mean it.. didnt know tad me moodswinging can be so destructive.. think tad the period of the month is coming.. ahh.. it better dun on sports day.. yupp.. hmm... i diee... -sticks out my tongue-

kies.. today have heats.. anyway.. it rained half way.. poor heaven is crying.. de when i turn my face den two double blow of lightning... massive one strike in front of my face and i wad all ALONe!!! den it accompany wif deafening thunder... yupp.. anyway.. tears started streaming.. scared...

hmm... anyway.. nuer's heats got postone den dear haev 2nd place in her heats.. *muacks* she is like not bad wad... run really fast.. not bad.. pei fu pei fu.. zhen de hao pei fu..

[playlist: stay the same]

::update fer the day::
today i went to school and den ah.. hmm..tell you something ah.. i woke up and realised tad my eyes are swollen.. not eyes la.. the right one.. den i went ... aHHhhhHHh... was like pretty in the shock when i was in my father's car.. i was like practically staring at the mirror .. damn reTardeD.. went to school in the ever tired state.. ended up blasting my discman wid music..hmm...

school was okay.. as in i was like able to study well.. really well... as in hmmm..i know how to do my a/c work... like hmm... interesting... this is like the 1st time i would know how to do my a/cs..

den aft school... things happen ya.. dun wanna say anything bout it ya... hmmm... shall stop here at this issue...

anyway... i realise i am having someone genes.. ah... my hormones better get right.. if not i would really die...

guess.. i aint in the mood to blog.. shall update later..

[playlist: me against the music/ other remixes]

word/words of the day: HOME ALONE! YAY!

hmmm.. currently i am home alone.. REALLY alone. not a single soul is at home.. only me.. so i am like blasting music like no body's business.. tad the only chance i can do it. it seem like i haev the whole house to myself.. *evil grins*

but i cant messed it .. cos i have just washed the dishes and pack the place.. except my bed.. cos i am lazy to pack and pack.. so much to do... but so little time.. anyway.. i'm suppose to study.. so i'll go and study later.. really study.. if i can.. i'm enjoying the time tad i'm alone.. suddenly feel at peace..

kies.. this is the update.

.: doom's day - saturday:.
it was named as doom's day cos i had ptc. and man.. ptc is like so bad. my dad and mum came fer ptc and saw a piece of art with all the underlines and numeric numbers on the piece of paper.. den father said loads of untrue stuff. i cried. damn bad day. had no mood to attend some a/c remedial. so i gave it a miss. i realise tad i can live by how we feel but by wad we have to do. but for me , i live by how i feel and wad i have to do. i strike a balance.. though at times.. wad i feel always have the winning side.. so it is a little off balance.


tmr is monday le. man. school again?!? like wad the. i'm also suffering from monday blues. really suffering from it. hate mondays. but i think nuer will be really hyper. den i'll be hyper too. yay! hmmm. but i gotta get my letter of excuse frm my mother. if not i think mrs suppiah is going to kill me or ask me to drop the sub or ask me to leave the class and g fer a walk or even ask me to quit school. so it is like better give her a letter if not i will be really fried fish. dennn everyone gotta mourn fer me.. haas.. yupp..

waitin fer at night where i can go out with tad father which had a obligations of bringing me out to get things i need to have get ... like shoes and crap. but he say he only going to be out bout one hour.. how to buy? cant wait.. think my bro is tagging along.. haas..

currently having a big big headache.. ah... it is like goona spilt soon.. damn...