hmm.. dear...?? yuppp.. i miss you.... must be nuts to miss you when i'm chatting wid you... hmm... tomorrow i got my course and it is like so early... ah.. *screams and pulls my hair* this isnt holiday at all... -pouts-

not fair...
unfair...
not fair...
unfair...
not fair...

somemore if i dun go fer the chem lesson.. he is going to send me to detention!!! not only me la.. the people tad did not go.. hmm.. detention... detention... all tad is wad he says. but i'm going .. yupp.. be good fer once... like sigh...

fine fine.. i shall quit being whiney here.. hmmm...

*cries and bang heads on the wall*

think my dear dear father is going to confiscate her phone.. i highlight the word 'confiscate'. means taking it not out of the will of the person.. cries... cries more.... whine.... pouts.. sigh.. cant do anyting at all.. dear... hmm... i'm still here ya?? i love you...

[playlist: stay the same}

.: someone:.
hmm. went back to read your blog to see how you are. hmm. guess you would think tad i'm really a facko. or act concern to you.i say dis again. i never want to hate you. but wad you typed on your blog actually meant you read my blog?hmm.. friends are there to help you. no one is perfect tad they wouldnt do mistakes. it is thru mistakes tad people learn and grow isnt? i had dat feeling to a bunch of frens. they were my frens. so closed like sisters?see i used the word 'were' cos like wad they did. we spilt apart. i went my ways . they went theirs. but it is not good to go your own ways. cos you will regret. i did. why not even trying to be there fer dem'? be a true fren if they cant. at least you know tad you are true to dem. den if dey still wanna say anything. which are not the facts bout you. den just dun bother. cos you know tad you are not like tad. but if it is the facts or wad they think of you. justify it dem and work things out. you wouldnt want things to be like this and you dun voice dem out rite? not really good keeping it inside yourself. remember this everyone is imperfect and they do bitch bout people at times... dont you?

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[playlist: the tranquality of the morning around my house]

had a stupid nightmare of my brother chopping me *hints he wld.he tried*

today i'm gonna be a good girl and do all my holiday homework later..

~wee~ *yay*

like never been such a good girl to even complete my work at home..
and i shall be one now..
hm... fer maybe one or two days...
i've homework fer every subject except geog..
tad is the pile of work tad i've to complete..

my mother is currently not going to be home. duno until when...
ahh... means..
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at home will have world war and i haev to be stuck as the neutral party again..
man...
tad's really really bad..
hate tad..
just hope tad ever childish brother of this household wouldnt have a screw loose..
den maybe will have a tint of hope fer world peace...

i've been missin her since the moment i woke up.
sigh.
too bad. she cant cme out. if not i go meet her and do work wid her..
nu er is staying home to do work too.
same here..

update bout yesterday..
i ran away frm maths.. as it wad totally boring...
and the excuse i gave was tad i had bad cramps and my tailbone is hurting.
it was the truth except fer the cramps part..
den he din not allow me to go..
den i said .."mr lau.. why you so inhumane one..?"
all he did is smile and say.."try to do your maths ah.."
i almost pulled out my head and died..
but i still packed my bag and got out of the class.
went to tiong to meet dear and bro bro..
gave dear the glass wid a nice bear bear print and nice wordings..
cant remember wad it said le. yupp.
and a card wid my tiny weeny handwriting.
tad's the mark of our 2nd month le.
she got me a ring wif words tad crave in it..
and.. a bouquet of flowers wid a champgane baby pink rose in the middle.
~ahh~ goooooooossssssssshhhhhhhh....
i immediatly look away...
was going to cry.. bleahs..
den she thinks i dun like the flowers lorz...
sigh...
cries..*sob sob*
i really love it alot..
thanks dear...

hmmm... suppose to be awake around this time.. your in your lessons now... hmm...bio lessons.. while i later got maths lessons..~ah~ i dun like maths.. and i am rather shock tad i'm going fer maths... yuppp.. lalala... you said tad i'm weird today.. hmm... got mehz? no la... i wasnt really awake at tat point...
today is the 15th yeah?? hmmm.. well well.. lalala... it is our 2ne monthsary... and we will be in school having lessons... so cool ya?? lalala... anyway..

.: dear:.
two months has pass..
i cant say tad time pass really fast or slow..
but i can say tad my heart stayed the same fer you..
it doesnt matter bout when i took a liking on you..
but it does matter tad i still love you...
two months..
w/o you,where will i be?
w/o you, i know tad i'll be a empty shell...
w/o you, i wouldnt believe tad mircales can actually happen..
cos not mircale happen to me in my life...
not even one in the past..
but finally one did...
and you are tad one and only mircale tad happen to me ...
and i love you.

.: *07*:.

got to go fer school le... if not i'll be late cos i'm metting nu er at 10am at the mrt.. hmm.. i shall see you in school.. well... dear... going off le.. i love you..

[playlist: stay the same]

suppose to be up at this time... but the ever dumb dumb me actually went to set alarm clock at 830am.. den i woke up and kept sneezing.. *snarls* someone is scolding me.. haas...

later gonna meet nuer at the mrt station at 10am to school .. fer maths... shockingly i would actually go fer maths ya..?? my dear is in school fer her bio le.. yuppp... hmm.... well... i finally find a layout tad actually is nice on our blog.. at least it is presentable ... hor dear? haas...

well.. hope tad maths lesson wouldnt be borring... if not.. oh man.. i wil really really die lorz... big time... den like this i would actually regret to go to school...

today is the 15th..
hmmm the mark of the 2nd month..
the mark of the holidays..
dear...
say i'm weird in the morning...
well..
i'm not...
just haven woke up yet...
well..
i love you ...
loads..
life w/o you is meaningless...
life w/o you has no purpose...

.: someone:.
couldnt help to go and see your blog. actually i really have no intention of being mean to you. know you hate me alots. but actually you aint tad bad. wad happen to you in your last entry?..? friends are people tad stick by you no matter wad happen.. no matter wad tad is going on.. if the meaning of friends is tad you wld actually dicriminate you. it depends to wad extent. voice it out t them. maybe situations will change? rather den keeping it all to yourself. maybe if you would come across this. you would tink tad i'm a damn facko,poser,bitch or wad. like the song. 'stay the same'. go listen to it. you would understand. keep a smile dere :)

[playlist: one love]

haas.. just listen to this song.. cos cos... lolx...

hmm.. sunday.. the mark of school holidays.. yeah.. now online.. and... bleahs... going to blog.. bout wad i do today...
hmmm...
the alarm of my phone rang at 830am called my dear..
den i went back to sleep..
guess she went back to sleep...
her parents nag at her hair...

now...
she is sick...
lalala...
still online... naughty.. haas...
i love ya...