wee!! =)) i'm bored bored BORED~ so i deecided ta invade my dearest nu er's blogg!! -beams-
weeee. i lurveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my nu er!! heh heh.
lardeedahs. we'r all at puppeh's house!
little miss cutie face is happily singing yu jian.. wee. she's got a gooood voice! =x
okay.. i'm talking crapp.. bleahx.
uhhh uhhh.. tiff's also known as da LOVE*! heh..
i'm bored.. i dunno wadta write.. so i shall stop!
*blessed is the one who expects nothing._
i LOVE..
the royales! =D
delusional. =)) [[theSOUL]]

hees... hmmm.. i think i am super super weird lehz.. yupp..

daddie love u.. [ my daddie is mad le]

hey hey i love dee too.. [ my daddie type de..] dee!!! must take note de...

haas.... so tired can.. cos i think i can sleep properly.. yupp... sleeping disorder again.. hees... so so proud of myself can... i hor.. did 25 stars le... haha.. doing ir for baby dee and bao bei.. but i duno if i wanna gif.. cos too nice i will keep myself...hees.. me like tad one.. yupp...

me think .... hees.... oh yeah.. den i teach my maid how to do.. hees... haas... later going out with my PL and my mummiee... hahahahaha...but hor.. we only can shop for 3 hour plus plus.. never mind.. later got soccer match... my bao bei and my girlfriend playing lehz.... yuppz.... but i duno if i wanna go not.. think i should be going one lorz... go see them play lorz...

something bad is goona happen and i duno wad is it lehz.. got this gut feeling.. but i hope no la... my gut feeling always wrong one... is like super always wrong de... hees.... yuppz.... at least now my bao bei can go online le.. if not... i feel damn bad lorz... Gee... sorry ah.. i will feel bad over the slightest thingy one...

yuppz.... think i am going to pierce my ear again lorz... yupp.. it is like so so fun to pierce and pierce... mad le....hee....but i not that mad to pierce so many. later peopl disown me hor... mummiee...????? hees.... yuppz...tomorrow is like friday le... yeah!!! i'm like super super happy bout it can...i have been waiting for firday to come for a long long time...

FUCK!!!!! i am eating le... yupp.. cos i have to eat.. if not my maid will say me.. hmm... i'm suppose to go on diet one... yupps.. go eat my yogurt lorz... yupz... must remember that i'm not suppose to eat at all...eeeeeee.....i cant take it le....

hees.. i went to pierce my left ear bone yesterday.. at the top top there.. like wateva.. i was pretty fuming and i'm craving for pain now... i wanna pierce somemore.. that's fun!!! so fun!!! i was like saying that i wanna go pierce.. den scared pain and scared that like a scary cat..haas... den... den... i still went to pierce like finally!!!

loads n loads of things happen yesterday... hees... we all went sentosa with dee, daddiee, papa, mummiee , babe and bao bei.. had fun so much... went swimming and climb bridge in the weirdest manner just to avoid walking a few more step... and it's rain!!! like so so fun...

shit!!! fuck!!!! i am growing fat!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!! gonna starve myself tomorrow!!! so will lose weight!!! think been too fustrated over things... when i'm fustrated i eat more den usual and that to me is like really.. really bad!!! like wad the fuck!! i betta stop letting things get me mad!!!!if not i will die!!! to the someone.. you are seriously gettin out of the limit le... dun test me.. i'm serious...

hees... dot dot... my papa n mummiee are like happy together.. my papa is like miss her till she cry... aww.. that is like super super super sweet can.. anyone see their stead like that will be like really touched and really happy.. if me.. i think i will pengz... they are like so happy together that when they smile.. youc an just see that they have the word 'happiness' in their midst...

to my most beloved daddiee [ that doesnt mean i dun love my papa and mummiee alot too.. ai love them lots too] so happy you made your choice.. be happy hor... stick to it.. you will be happy one... dun say that you think you are a bastard.. dun belittle youself at all cos like that you are making yourself look small.. you did not mean it.. follow your heart and i always want you to be happy from within... cos that is the only way i can see you smile and you meant it... cheer up in it.. and we always love you.. hugx... daddiee... thanks alot too.. you are the nicest daddiee.. i know... papa and mummiee tooo....

i'm suppose to go sentosa now. like now... but i'm like at home.. i duno why also... i am just like at home lorx..later i am going to meet them first.. ya... damn reatarded... but i have to do finish the work my dad gives me first... like wad the hell can... he think i like super free to do finish the work he give.. i am suppose to go out one lorz...!!!!!!!!!! ugh!!! my brain is bombing.. and got too many things to think and to do..

wait!!! i aint suppose to write in chunk lahz... later got ppl complain... and complain can... like wad the hell... kies.. i goin to do work le.. yupp...

it is 12.15pm... no one is at home except me and my maid.. haas..never had such a weird sleep before....

hmmmx.. maybe after a bathe i will feel better ya.... yupp.... i am rather the pist off by my internet options.. cos i reset the whole damn thing and it doest seem to work at all... GEe.. and i am like still so so tired...


mAny pPL in NetTe's pLaCe.. wAitiNg foR mE this sLeePinG pRincEsS.. dEN i'm LikE waD!!! thEy aRe StArTiNg to BbQue LikE nOW...!!!! aNND iT'S liKE onLy 12.24pm In thE afTeRnoOn.. i StILL tHoUgHt iT wAs liKe aT niGht.. oH nO!!! tHey aRe like waiTinG foR mE.. aNd i dUn ThiNk i'M goIn... liKe noW...?? tHat tO me isS mAddnEss...

okay.. gonna stop the big and small letter thingy.. i really wanna scream after reading a msg from my daddiee... eeeEEEKKKkkKKki duno wad to do.. but i think i will be doing nothing at all... nothing at all... think my daddiee is like really busy to reply my msg... maybe she dun want to reply lah.. *sob sob* she wouldnt be that mean right...???


---> ---> ---> ---> ---> i am crying le... hees... duno her la... think later den she reply den i see lorz... <--- <--- <--- <--- <---

i am freaking tired of clashes and all i want life is to be simple.. but that is not possible as life is full of complications and people just come in and mess me up.. no one want to give me time and jump to conculsions saying i will hurt aaronn.. pls lor.. who are you to say that...?? who are you to judge bout me and aaronn..?? cos you're her 'brother'...?? i HAD ENOUGH of ALL your crap.. i act as if i dun bother... cos i dun want clashes.. but if you are going to carry on like that... its gonna be hard...

why do i care so much... and why do i bother so much... things always become complicated in life that it just seem so impossible to carry on living... whom can i trust and who can i rely on...??? and i duno wad am i blogging at the moment... sO.. duN teSt mY pAiTenCe aT aLL.. cOS wHen yoU reAcH thE liMiT.. yOu rEaLLy gOnnA geT iT...!!! [i hope i dun care.. but if i do.. that's really bad for me]


oh ya.. my brother did not come home for 2 nights and i am like so ... dot dot dot..
-smug- and - grins- haha.. something is like inside me grining away... haas.. so i hope he like dun come back till like when i want him to come home..

keith is like saying like.. you better eat something before you blog... like is it a rule...???

<--- to keith... know you -CBB-.. your heart is made of flesh not of metal... that's why your heart got the sour sour feeling... yupp.. dun bother lorz.. life wouldnt be that bad.. be determine in wad you want in life.. yupp.. just be happy and laugh.. betta den trying to make life a living hell.. cos life can be better.. cos got us mahz... we will solve things together one.. nothing is too hard to solve i guess.. still got like all of us the gang... so dun be mad. dun play!!!!!!!! dun wanna see anything happen to you!! all of us dont want to see in trouble too!!!! if you cant take really .. just cry it out..or vent it out.. not on us hor... but you can tell us everything...we are here..-smiles,grins,squint- --->

hees... now it is 2.08am...

and i am still like unable to sleep...

ahhh... i duno wad the hell is wrong with me..

there's a bb que going on later on in nette's place...

but i duno if i am going or not... cos it seem like i may have something on ...

SORRY... though i knoe that they 'booked' me first.. hees... i am likes so so bored... and i cant wait for friday.. where i can like talk to my PL [ryane] and the rest... so can go clubbing... den i can fag too... yupp... can drink load and loads.. hees. duno.. i shall see bout that anyway... i seriously want to kill someppl.. but i want too but but... but.. i cant.. i still do care for them... [see told ya i am weird]

Heck le.. i duno lorz... anyway... think i am going out with my daddiee later.. around 6 plus plus..

back to my candy cane story... i only like to the traditional type of candy cane.. and if i cant eat finish it .. i will throw it away... MUHAHAHA... yupp.. or if it is broken i will throw it away too... tad's why i usually dun eat candy cane.. but i love it..

..... candy......
..... candy......
..... candy......
..... candy......
..... candy......
..... candy......
..... candy......

haas... my candy is crying.. cos it is in the dustbin.. with all the shattered parts of it.. sob sob.. i did not mean it.. really... later if all the antz come and attack it .. i'll be in trouble cos my maid will yell at me for throwing my candy away like that...

hees... hees...

okay.. enough of crapping... later you all say i am going bonkas and loonly... hahas... it's getting really early in the wee hours of the morning.. guess.. gonna book into dreamland and have fun playing in the playground swing there... hees...

okay..

-dreamland- i'm coming... shutting my eyes soon.. hahaas....

i am currently having sleeping disorder...

GEe.. i tried lying on my bed and sleep but i end up staying in one position and dazing of into my world...!!! like wad the hell... so i decided yo come and update my bloggiee again... i am eating my candy cane .... hahaz... - yummy- but none of you can have it... hees..

my mama is going overseas with my 2nd aunt and my grandma like again.. hmmmx.. leave me alone here... yupz.. -sob sob-

i also duno why cant i sleep... i also duno why i am dazing off into my own world again... i seem to be so weird.. haha... arent i one...


think my brain loves to think alot.. so so much that it becomes a habit.. that i seem to be leaving in a time pressure pot!!!! sonner or later gonna explode...

my candy cane broke... AHHHHHH... seesh.. i threw it away cos i hate eating broken candy cane as it goes all sticky and gooiee... ~wahhh~ -crys-

it's only 1.15am now.. and i cant sleep.. guess many ppl aint sleeping too.. haas...

and it is the month of DEC.... hees.... super happy can...
heeeheess.... CHRISTMAS is coming...

OMG!!!! i type the whole page of wad i want to publish and the internet disconnected.... FUCK...F**K...

i feel so fed up and i really duno wad the hell is wrong wid me.. just got scolded by my own dad... cos i forgot to tell something to my maid... hmmm... i did not forget but i slept and decide to tell her when i wake up... SHIT man... after he scolded me .. i feel even worse.. like there are lots of things that happen between me and today.. and i am feeling really bad inside me... not even words can express it...


there is someone that seem just so nice.. too nice to me... and i am like rah... she make me think about stuff like did i choose the right path down which i am heading... or even am i really happy... that i got to listen to my heart.. but i really duno... how to listen to my heart in the 1st place when i duno wad my DAMN heart want... i'm sorry.. really sorry... i owe you honey water though.. -grin- will remember one...

i need time and loads and loads of time now... like i feel so fuck up at the moment... i really duno wad to do..t hat links to my 2nd entry that when i say i am not worth it at all.. yup... i am like the last and only WORTHLESS,HOPELESS and USELESS gal in the world...

just so fed up with myself that i just wan to die really slowly... like living hell... but i guess.. want to die.. die in the fastest and clean way... so screwd by wad i heard and i really duno wad to say anymore... i am trying to work things out.. but if it cant.. it's all my fault.. isnt it..???